Humiliating Myself

 

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Hello Everyone!!

So in last two posts I mentioned how the sissies can change their behaviour, this post is to talk about one thing which all sissies should embrace as a way of life too. It’s Humiliation.

As a sissy you need to be prepared for all sorts of humiliation and accept it with thanks. It helps you remind you your status in life and helps you to become a better sissy.

ankle-length-trousers-fashionOn the first weekend of 2017 I got out dressed in sissy clothes. I left home on a Sunday afternoon dressed in a black skintight trouser, green girly T-shirt, with a cardigan and stol for a busy shopping mall in the city. It was clear from my clothes that I am wearing girls clothes. I had my fingers and toe nails painted pink. I was carrying a girly bag too. I looked completely girly.

I was hesitant at first to walk out of the car, but once I reached the shopping floor from the parking I was alright. At first I was shy and continuously all around to identify if  anyone is noticing me. I started walking around in the very busy mall and started to think what to do next. It was almost lunch time so I decided to check-out the food court on top floor and walked across the whole floor and selected a pasta place. I ordered a plate of pasta and a drink. I sat in the middle of the food court where everyone could see me. I ate ever so slowly and all the people sitting around noticed me I guess. The couple sitting next to my table kept on looking at me but made no comments.

After food I felt more adventurous and decided to go all out in shops to look at all girly things. I went inside a footwear shop Stride. I approached a cute young girl who smiled at me and asked me I was looking for something specific. I told her I am looking for “stilettos”. She took me to the female section of the shop and showed me a design with 4 inch heels “t-strap pencil heels” and offered if I would like to try to which I readily agreed. She got the design in my size and I tried wearing them and displaying my painted toe nails.. I was completely humiliated when she insisted that I walk in them on the other side where they had other designs. But I obeyed like a good girl and walked over that side where some other guys were looking for shoes. She got me pink open toed pumps with 4 inch heels again and I tried them. She said that it looked nice and I should buy them. However, I decided to have a look at something more and did not buy them. I am sure she had a good laugh after I left.

The next stop was Forever 21, a chic girls clothes outlet, I looked around at couple of clothes and then decided to try a jeans, however I was not sure of the size so I enquired what I can try to a sales girl. I also asked her if I can try it in the store. She said yes and helped me with the right size. When I reached the trial room the girl said “Only girls allowed”, when I said I want to try a jeans, she allowed me inside. I tried the jeans and loved the fit however I was not going to buy it. When I left the trial room there were couple of guys looking at me in surprise and I felt so humiliated.

I left the shop and walked in to another footwear shop Steve Madden, famous for stilettos and heels. The sales girl was again very friendly and tried to help me with the heels. She showed me some plain designs and I said I would like something more girly she smiled at me. I then picked up a 6 inch Platform sandals with floral design allover. I tried them on and asked the girl how does it look, to which she said it would look good if I had a floral dress to go with it. I was surrounded with many other girls and the shop front was open and there were many other guys watching me trying the sandals. It was very humiliating and I was blushing and fumbling when I intended to speak.

Once I left the shop I went into a Inglot a dedicated make up shop, I asked if they have mascara and tried one of the trial one by myself. It was very interesting to try the mascara in the mirror in front of two or three sales girls and couple of girl shoppers. I was totally humiliated and my heart was beating fast.

It was as if I was not done with my exposure, I went in to Shoppers Stop and stopped at one of the Maybeline kiosk to ask for a lipstick which is shiny and bright, I tried a shade and noticed a guy looking at me in mirror with a surprise and smile. It was extremely humiliating.

I decided to have a final adventure, so I went to Café Coffee Day and ordered a coffee, the sitting was outdoor and there were lot of youngsters sitting next to me. I was sitting alone and sipping on my coffee, there were couple of girls who were sitting opposite me. When I finished my coffee I applied my lip balm and that’s when I heard couple of girls giggle and say “How cute is that!” I am not sure if it was for me or not but that made me squirm.

This was my one of the longest outing in girly clothes and it would be an understatement to say that it was fun. I would love to do it again if I get chance. It was extremely humiliating but at the same time exciting.

Let me know your comments! I wish I would have kept the pics I took that day!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Humiliating Myself