Fully dressed!

Today I would like to make a confession. I was able to gather courage to finally dress as girl and go out in full public view. It was very challenging but I managed to do it without any problems.

As I was scared to go out first, on the previous weekend I got dressed up in girls clothes and left house without my wig and covering myself in a jacket. Once I was out on a vacant road, I put on my wig and drove to city. It was very sunny and I am sure lot of people had a good look at me. One of the guy on a bike actually turned back to check me out. Also one young girl looked at me in surprise. But on that day I did not get out of my car. But I was determined to do it next time.

So on the next outing I got dressed in a black bodycon dress after I reached home from work. 

I was wearing black matching bra and panties, stockings and a body shaper. I also put on full makeup, including lipstick, blusher, eyeshadow, mascara and nails. 

I had put on the dress and stuffed my bra with my breasts. I also had put on a multi-colored beaded long necklace. I was planning to wear my black t-strap heels.

Before I left home though I put on a jacket and a loose pyjamas to conceal the dress. I climbed down 8 floors to reach my car in parking. I removed my pyjamas and got into the car. I also did not wear my heels as I was not sure if I will be able to drive in them. It was around 8 PM when I left. 

Once I reached the most upmarket mall in city I pulled up in the parking. My car was not correctly parked and the security came and said “Madam please park correctly” I smiled and followed his instructions. The next thing I was to do was put on my heels. As I was wearing them a car pulled next to mine and a guy looked at me.

I picked up my ladies handbag and a scarf and walked to the mall. I took an escalator to the floor where all restaurants were located. The first thing I did was to visit the toilet. It was my first time to a ladies toilet. I checked out myself in mirror in front of the other two ladies. I did my lipstick and corrected my dress and went to the restaurant for dinner. 

I was offered a table in corner in an Italian restaurant. There was an expat couple on next table. I ordered my food and was waiting for it when the other tables were getting empty. I requested to move to a table in front were I would be visible to everyone. There was a group of young guys and girls and there was one girl who kept checking me. I ordered a appetiser and a main course with a drink, but I did leave the appetiser half. 

After my dinner when I was leaving I requested a security guard to take a pic of me, but as usual I deleted it later. I drove back in heels and it was absolutely fine. I was sweating and my mouth was dry through out the drive back home. However as it was late I decided to go up to my floor in heels in the lift. Luckily no one spotted me!

I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed going through it

Buh Bye!

Fully dressed!

Prim and Proper way to Orgasm for a Sissy

Hello Sugar!

So tell me how you feel when you have orgasm when dressed as girl? Very exciting? Highly depressed?

  
It is very tempting to have fun and ejaculate in your sissy clothes but that is not acceptable unless you have a permission to do so. 

So what to do? Firstly you will not touch your sissy clit when you are dressed as girl, that is something your Mistress/ Master can do for you. If you are turned on you can hump a pillow or anything you like. But no touching your sissy clit with your hands from now on.

Second thing you need to learn is right things way to orgasm. You should only cum when you are sucking your favourite dildo or have something in your mouth to suck on, without touching your sissy clit.

Third, you will imagine about cocks, off course not your cock silly, that is not acceptable. Think about cocks of your friends, role models and sexy hunks.

If you cannoá¹­ ejaculate first like that keep practicing. Look at some girls sucking cocks to keep you motivated.

You are noá¹­ allowed to ejaculate until you are not doing one of this three things.

  
Have fun!

Buh Bye!

Prim and Proper way to Orgasm for a Sissy

Introduction to my split personality

I think everyone has a secret to keep, only few have dark secrets. I have been a secret cross-dresser all my life and I know there are many more like me who would like to actually become a sissy and spend rest of life dressing as girl. 

I am from India, and it is even more difficult to follow the cross dressing experiments as it is much more conservative then some of the other parts of the world. 
I started cross dressing from very early teens. I don’t know what triggered it but I still remember that it was a wonderful feeling which is difficult to explain. I remember it started from bathroom and innocent dress up to see how I may look if I was a girl. The curiosity took over as passion, and passion as a life long dark secret. 

This blog is to help me share some of my experiences exploring my sissy side and may be learn a few things too.

Introduction to my split personality