Fully dressed!

Today I would like to make a confession. I was able to gather courage to finally dress as girl and go out in full public view. It was very challenging but I managed to do it without any problems.

As I was scared to go out first, on the previous weekend I got dressed up in girls clothes and left house without my wig and covering myself in a jacket. Once I was out on a vacant road, I put on my wig and drove to city. It was very sunny and I am sure lot of people had a good look at me. One of the guy on a bike actually turned back to check me out. Also one young girl looked at me in surprise. But on that day I did not get out of my car. But I was determined to do it next time.

So on the next outing I got dressed in a black bodycon dress after I reached home from work. 

I was wearing black matching bra and panties, stockings and a body shaper. I also put on full makeup, including lipstick, blusher, eyeshadow, mascara and nails. 

I had put on the dress and stuffed my bra with my breasts. I also had put on a multi-colored beaded long necklace. I was planning to wear my black t-strap heels.

Before I left home though I put on a jacket and a loose pyjamas to conceal the dress. I climbed down 8 floors to reach my car in parking. I removed my pyjamas and got into the car. I also did not wear my heels as I was not sure if I will be able to drive in them. It was around 8 PM when I left. 

Once I reached the most upmarket mall in city I pulled up in the parking. My car was not correctly parked and the security came and said “Madam please park correctly” I smiled and followed his instructions. The next thing I was to do was put on my heels. As I was wearing them a car pulled next to mine and a guy looked at me.

I picked up my ladies handbag and a scarf and walked to the mall. I took an escalator to the floor where all restaurants were located. The first thing I did was to visit the toilet. It was my first time to a ladies toilet. I checked out myself in mirror in front of the other two ladies. I did my lipstick and corrected my dress and went to the restaurant for dinner. 

I was offered a table in corner in an Italian restaurant. There was an expat couple on next table. I ordered my food and was waiting for it when the other tables were getting empty. I requested to move to a table in front were I would be visible to everyone. There was a group of young guys and girls and there was one girl who kept checking me. I ordered a appetiser and a main course with a drink, but I did leave the appetiser half. 

After my dinner when I was leaving I requested a security guard to take a pic of me, but as usual I deleted it later. I drove back in heels and it was absolutely fine. I was sweating and my mouth was dry through out the drive back home. However as it was late I decided to go up to my floor in heels in the lift. Luckily no one spotted me!

I hope you enjoyed reading it as much as I enjoyed going through it

Buh Bye!

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Fully dressed!

Paint your nails

Hello my lovely Gurls!

How would you like to spend your next weekend? I would love to dress as girl and go out shopping, but that’s not what you would do if you want to follow my instructions.

What I want you to do is something more daring, so are you ready?


You only need a nail polish. If you don’t have it you can buy one from the shop and do the task. You will carry your nail polish to either a park or any public place where you can find a bench to sit. Once you have found a bench you will paint your nails. You need to do the first coat and wait till it is dry and apply a second coat for better finish. You will allow it to dry completely before you can leave. You will do this in day light and not in night. You will be dressed as normal guy and not girl except for nail polish there should be nothing else that says you are a sissy.

You will keep the color for rest of the weekend. 

Have fun!

Buh Bye đŸ’‹

Paint your nails

Challenge yourself

Hello dear Gurls!

How are you feeling today? Do you find it very difficult to restrain from playing with yourself and cumming in those sissy panties?

I have small challenge for such situations which will help you learn some control. What you need to do is select some 10 items /words you love or connect the most for being sissy. Make sure they are not related to sex though. You can select words like obey, lipstick, hair, submission, girly, mascara, etc.

You will then visit the below site, enter your list and allow for randomise the list. You will select the top word as your “special word” of the week.

https://www.random.org/lists/

This “special word” is the word you need to hear from at least three people before you can have release and wet your sissy panties. The “special word” needs to be spoken in a conversation, on phone, in presentation, etc by a real person and not on Television or Radio or videos you watch. You can guide the conversations but you cannot directly request them to utter the word.

If you are more adventurous you can select the three people for the same. If you don’t hear the “special word” you cannot cum this week.

You can repeat this exercise every week with a fresh word.

Have fun!

Buh Bye!

Challenge yourself

Sissy Shopping Dare

Hello Gurls!

Are you feeling a little adventurous? Are you ready to do a small task which will ensure you are sissy self is exposed a bit and you are humiliated a little bit?

So tell me what’s your favourite brand of shoes? Not men shoes silly, what heels you like the most? You will visit the store for this task. Not online, you will go to a physical store.

You need two things for the task: lipstick or lipgloss and pink nail polish. 

Before you go for shopping, you will apply the lipgloss on your lips. You will paint your toe nails. You will wear your male clothes and shoes to the shop. You will select what you like and try the shoes in store. If a salesperson offers help, you will accept it. You can try multiple items if you like. You will buy atleast one pair of 4 inch heels.

If the heels are higher it’s good, if they are with straps better and if they are open toed it’s perfect.

Once you have the shoes you will visit men’s restroom. You will put on your new heels once in the stall and start to stroke yourself. You will cum in the stall before you can leave.


Once you cum you can remove your shoes and pack them back to carry home. You will however redo your lipgloss in front of the mirror.

Have fun!

Buh Bye Gurls!

Sissy Shopping Dare

Prim and Proper way to Orgasm for a Sissy

Hello Sugar!

So tell me how you feel when you have orgasm when dressed as girl? Very exciting? Highly depressed?
It is very tempting to have fun and ejaculate in your sissy clothes but that is not acceptable unless you have a permission to do so.

So what to do? Firstly you will not touch your sissy clit when you are dressed as girl, that is something your Mistress/ Master can do for you. If you are turned on you can hump a pillow or anything you like. But no touching your sissy clit with your hands from now on.

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Second thing you need to learn is right things way to orgasm. You should only cum when you are sucking your favourite dildo or have something in your mouth to suck on, without touching your sissy clit.

Third, you will imagine about cocks, off course not your cock silly, that is not acceptable. Think about cocks of your friends, role models and sexy hunks.

If you cannoá¹­ ejaculate first like that keep practicing. Look at some girls sucking cocks to keep you motivated.

You are noá¹­ allowed to ejaculate until you are not doing one of this three things.

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Have fun!

Buh Bye!

Prim and Proper way to Orgasm for a Sissy

Introduction to my split personality

I think everyone has a secret to keep, only few have dark secrets. I have been a secret cross-dresser all my life and I know there are many more like me who would like to actually become a sissy and spend rest of life dressing as girl. 

I am from India, and it is even more difficult to follow the cross dressing experiments as it is much more conservative then some of the other parts of the world. 
I started cross dressing from very early teens. I don’t know what triggered it but I still remember that it was a wonderful feeling which is difficult to explain. I remember it started from bathroom and innocent dress up to see how I may look if I was a girl. The curiosity took over as passion, and passion as a life long dark secret. 

This blog is to help me share some of my experiences exploring my sissy side and may be learn a few things too.

Introduction to my split personality